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About 5 years ago I was diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed Adderall. In addition to keeping me focused and energized, it almost completely wiped my appetite. All food noise and cravings were gone, and I was able to CICO & exercise with no problem.
After a couple months, I noticed it wasn’t working as well as it used to, so my doctor titrated me up to the next dose. Again it worked well for a couple months until it didn’t, and I titrated up again.
18 months later I was at the highest dose and the lowest weight of my adult life (in the middle of the healthy range on a BMI chart). But the appetite suppression completely stopped, food noise came roaring back, CICO got too hard, and I quit Adderall. I of course gained all the weight back & then some.
Recently I tried Adderall again, and was so pleased that it again quieted my food noise. But this time the effect only lasted a few weeks. I don’t want to titrate up again bc I know it eventually stops working.
Has anyone here been on amphetamines (Adderall, Vyvanse) before and can compare what the appetite suppression feels like on semaglutide as compared to amphetamines?
I know this is a new drug, but does anyone know or experienced their appetite eventually coming back while on semaglutide?

My biggest obstacle to get over is the fact that I got cheated on. Worst of all he cheated with a girl that he told me I never had to worry about, he never had any interest in her, she’s uninteresting etc… but all he’s messages to her devalue me as a person. How does someone just get up and recuperate. It’s been a week since I found out but we broke up a month ago officially HOWEVER we agreed several times we still wanted to be together and work on each other several times after this breakup. He led me on and said she was just a distraction but it was a completely different tune when he was talking to her about me.
Sometimes I don’t care cause I know I deserve better, but times like now I just wanna die. I was there for him, I loved him when no one did, I made him feel valued, I took care of him, the list just doesn’t stop.
For anyone that’s been cheated on, please give tips on how to just forget about the piece of shit who did it. I’m sick of him having my energy and my mind. I want and deserve better in life.

I go to a medium sized private high school (900 people). I have excelled there but I don’t really like it much. It’s a long commute and honestly not that good a school. There’s a public school near me (about 600 per class) that has higher SAT, more APs, better clubs, and places better in colleges (even when taking into account it’s 2400 students). However, I may be a little behind the top students class-wise. I’m highly considering transferring, but I was wondering how badly it would look.

Yesterday was 4 years from when I took my last drink. I have been a bit pensive lately, and I figured I would share some of my thoughts. Sorry in advance for the wall of text.
I quit with the help of AA. I almost made the 90 in 90, and was chairing meetings at my local chapter when COVID hit and closed the doors. Luckily I was almost a year into my recovery at that point, so I made it through. I first started out trying to save my marriage, but was quickly told that I had to get sober for myself, not my wife. So, I focused on myself and developing a relationship with a higher power. I read the books, attended meetings, and called my sponsor. I was a poster child for what AA can do.
Slowly, my life got better. I saved my marriage and was finally happy with my life. Then, I got word I was being laid off. I immediately knew I was going to be moving out of state because of the industry I work in. There were no other employers in the area I was interested in working for, so I began looking elsewhere.
It wasn't easy traveling long distances for interviews during COVID, but I got by. I landed a great job that was a huge step forward in my career, but it was 1000 miles away from my entire support group. So, my wife and I picked up our entire lives, and moved to an area neither of us had ever even visited prior to my interview.
I tried to find a group up here, but nothing felt right. I did several Zoom meetings with my older group, but that wasn't the same either. Eventually, I gave up on trying to find a group. I still occasionally talk to my sponsor, do daily readings (usually), and pray to my higher power 2x daily.
This has been working for me for over two years now. It got me to thinking about some of the irregular faces I knew from my first home group. The ones that would show up no more than a handful of times each year, but obviously were maintaining sobriety. When you compare them against the Old Timers that preach "AA or death", it's a stark contrast.
I've come to realize I needed AA to get sober, but I don't need AA to stay sober. I do still believe that my sobriety is a gift from a higher power. I just don't believe that higher power demands I attend meetings. I am often reminded of a phrase I heard a lot when I first started attending meetings, "Take what you need and leave the rest."
So, for those of you who are still here, if there is a takeaway from my ramblings, it is just that you have to find your own path. Some people may need to attend 3 meetings a week for the rest of their life. That's not me, that's not what I think of when I think about enjoying sobriety. It wasn't always easy, and I know I will have some hard times in the future. However, I can tell you that I can stop at a liquor store all alone and buy some tequila. When I get home, I can make a margarita for my wife and but not drink any myself. I can do this because I'm confident in my sobriety. I know I don't want to go back to my old life, so I don't risk the first drink.
That is what I took away from AA, a connection with a higher power that helps me live a better life, one without alcohol. I know there are other programs out there that work. So, if the higher power thing freaks you out, look into one of those. If when you think about AA all that comes to mind is old men sitting in a smoke filled room drinking shitty coffee and complaining about their lives, then you are mistaken. AA can be as much or as little as you want it to be, and most meetings don't allow smoking any more.
Honestly, I think a lot of it comes down to true acceptance. I know this is what my life has to be. So, I don't fight it, because I spent years losing that fight.

New to reddit so please bear with me.. sorry for the length.
I (16f) have a great mom. She’s always been good to me and I’m very lucky to have as good of a mother as I do, she does so much for me. That being said, I feel like she refuses to acknowledge at all that there is any possibility that I could be mentally struggling. A couple years ago I had a really rough patch; cried every night, hated myself and everyone else and felt like everyone hated me. I made two new friends which helped me a little and when I was finally feeling better after what had left like ages (but what was probably realistically four or five months) my mom asked me if I was depressed causally in passing. Now, I have a very very difficult time talking about things, so I obviously said no and she never asked again.
Since then, it has been four or five years and I have had two big breaks in front of my mother. I don’t even remember the first one, all I remember is I was trying to talk to her but the words weren’t coming out because I was sort of alternating from hyperventilating to holding my breath and she said I was scaring her and told me what I was saying was what everyone my age (15 at the time) went through because I was pretty much just saying I was stressed.
My mom has this look that she give me when I cry where she looks at my like I’m crazy. Her brows knit together and her eyes go wide and she just stares at me or sometimes goes “whoa” and says she was just trying to talk to me and doesn’t seem to understand and remember that I told her that it is a build up of stress, which I told her in my second little hiccup, because I have periods where I cannot cry and where I cry way too much and sometimes it builds up and something small bursts my bubble.
So in my second blow up, I got kind of loud because she started looking at me weird again because what she had said wasn’t something to be so upset over, and I knew that at the time but was still emotional. I told her she always looks at me like I’m crazy and I can’t cry and she said she only looks like that because she’s worried. I have a thing for faces—I draw them often and like to really take them in and stuff—and I’ve tried to look at her expression with the guise of worry, but it just doesn’t feel like that to me.
I also was very stressed about money because she kept saying how tight it was. I started zoning out more and more (which is something I have done since I was young that she has always told me to stop doing and I never had the mind to tell her that it was involuntary) and she saw me doing it and told me to stop it and I for the first time said that I’m sorry and that it wasn’t as if I was choosing to do it, to which she seemed shocked and said we didn’t have the money for it and later my stepdad mentioned causally to my boyfriend if he thought I had ADD in front of me. I forget things A LOT and have for years since we moved, so I think maybe that’s where the thought came from, but nothings been said since and I think up he was joking. But I feel like it’s not an impossibility…
I have ALSO taking test on certain mental health disorders and things online purely to bring it up to my parents, because for the most part (though I know they aren’t really the most reliable) they all have confirmed my thoughts that maybe something is going on with me, but they were brushed off and I was just told to pray about it.
My mom has said she didn’t raise me to be the type of person that is afraid of people, and I feel awful because I know it’s illogical when I feel nervous in public or to go out and things and I have a very bad embarrassment issue that gets in the way of my life more than I am happy with. I stress when I don’t need to and have worries I probably shouldn’t, but I don’t know how to stop.
I got a boyfriend almost seven months ago now and his family is so so aware about mental health because poor mental health runs in his family and they have a lot of experience with mental struggles of many kinds. My boyfriend is very caring and loving, but he too doesn’t have the best mental health and has been diagnosed with his own struggles and etc. It’s horrible, but I’ve found myself getting really envious of his mother who comes in to lay with and check on him and his families overall supportiveness. His sister has asked me many times if I am okay and they are all so nice, I have really grown to love his kind family.
My mother has a lot of trauma that she’s only recently told me about and for many years now I’ve felt like something deplorable needs to happen to me in order for me to get my mental health recognized. I swore I would never harm myself for her sake many years ago and have tried my hardest to adhere to it and will continue to keep my promise to myself, so it’s not a worry, but I almost feel like maybe that’s what I need for her to realize I could be struggling. A part of my feels like because she has this trauma, I would think she’d think of my mental health too and know what it’s like, but I know it’s not like that for everyone and everyone is different. Maybe it’s too hard for her to discuss mental health because of her trauma..?
I do not want to self diagnose at all and I know that I have a great life, but I feel like the stress of school and my crushing embarrassment and past loneliness has weighed on me, not to mention a stepparent that I have not brought up and think may have possibly been emotionally abusive to me and the other part of my family. I have also been assured money isn’t a worry but it still often concerns me. I feel like a mess and a lot of pressure and it has been bleeding into my relationship. Typically, I would try really hard to stay positive for my boyfriend, but I’ve been the one bringing the both of us down and making him feel like pressure is on him to keep us happy when we hang out or talk. We have never had an argument and have promised to always do our best to communicate so that we can make it to the brighter future together, but I just want to feel my best for him and for us. I don’t want to talk to my mom or know what to do. Am I being dramatic and should I just wait until I’m an adult to seek any help…? I would really appreciate any advice with either this or just improving mental health in general…. thank you..

Found this dog walking on Suter st. Near the corner of 35th. Has collar and looks cared for, but no tags.
DM me if you know who this pup belongs to!

63M Your ex wife told me.
Cindy and her new light violet panties
*with a hint of lace.
I went out one night with some coworkers to the club. Feeling a little more horny than usual, I'd decided to dress a bit more daring than Usual, I wore a rather plain white camisole with a daringly sheer white blouse, a black skirt and sheer white thigh high stockings. No bra, so my nipples were just barely visible and a new pair of light violet hip hugger panties with just a hint of lace. Elegant yet borderline slutty.
I know that when I finished getting ready and looked in the mirror, even I got a little excited looking at myself to the point of being a bit aroused at my appearance.
A nice amount of my favorite fragrance Gloria Vanderbilt and my nipples were hard, as I looked myself over one more time. Mirror, Mirror on the wall I thought.
As a single mom with a 18 year old daughter, a successful career, I'm not the prom queen but at 35 years old my unassuming appearance doesn't let's say stand out. Hell… allowing a hint of nipple was extremely rare for me, but it had been some time (in fact two years) since I'd felt the touch of a man, any man and I don't own any toys either. I believe it's called desperation and it had its grip on me.
Getting close to time for my friends to arrive, I grabbed my hand bag and headed downstairs to pour myself a glass of wine. I was nervous about showing a little too much as if I was wearing a "desperate slut" sign by showing some nipple even if only a hint, it's not my style. Just then my daughter enters the kitchen and without even looking at me says "WOW mom you smell really yummy"! My daughter comes up behind me and I can here her inhale my scent. "To strong"? I ask and she says no but you never smell of perfume like that, gotta hot date tonight? No honey just going out with the girls from work tonight. After a rather big swallow of wine, I turned around and instantly my daughter exclaimed "MOM"! I can see your boobs!
You look… you look HOT! Immediately I can feel my face begin to turn red, "I better go change" I said and started upstairs. "Don't you dare, I heard". My beautiful girl was the prom queen, she was very well liked, had that hot 18 year old body curvaceous in all the right places. Extremely popular she was the belle of the ball. Mom I'm speechless she said, your beautiful! I think that was the first time I've ever heard her say that, usually its love ya and gone. Not tonight though, apparently I did something to catch her attention as she was all over me. "You smell fabulous and you look so hot" as she was now hugging me, literally sticking her nose in my neck, inhaling me. Ashley I said rather taken aback, do I really look like a slut? NO! she said, "you just never look so… so beautiful. Your gonna turn a lot of heads tonight, she said giggling. Maybe this is too much I said, I should put on a bra. "Don't you dare" Ashley said". I can hardly see your tits, but because you never dress like that, of course I noticed.
Embarrassed I caused such a stir and given the fact that my beautiful young daughter was talking like that to me I suddenly realized my inner self stir, my nipples began to stiffen and I felt a sensation in my panties I had not felt in a while. My barely dressed tighter than tight shorts, bare mid drift bigger than my boobs daughter was telling her mother how "hot" she looked. Suddenly even her nipples were jetting out of her super tight "look at my titties" tank top, simply adding fuel to my two year drought. I drank more wine. A glass more. My cheeks rosey, I wasn't sure if it was me or the wine. I had never certainly looked at my daughter the way I caught myself suddenly looking at my little girl. Again I felt my pussy stir, are these magic panties I thought… will I even make it through dinner? I hadn't had a good cum in years and I've just came twice in 15 minutes, albeit minor little stirring of the pot orgasms, it was more than I'd felt in two years… I am alive down there. And my daughter would not leave me… I'm not used to this… but I like it. Suddenly Ashley wanted to know everything. Who I was going with, where was I going when would I be home… wait, those are my questions… my how the table has turned.
Thankfully just then my friends arrived, coat on, off we went. The eyes popped out as I removed my rather stylish leather coat, I don't dress like this, and apparently my newfound "hotness" according to my daughter, surprisingly jumped my co-workers but, being a business casual get together nothing was said and the wine had calmed my nervous mind (or was it them two little "bumps" I felt in my new light violet with a hint of lace "magic" panties).
As the evening progressed, the conversation was mainly work related add a few off color jokes, it seemed my hopes of meeting a new "friend" was probably not going to happen, I decided to walk around the restaurant and flaunt myself (this is not who I am) but I'm literally desperate and a relationship with a co-worker is out of the question. Under the guise of going to the bathroom, I take a lap through the room. As I'm strolling towards the ladies room I notice an attractive young blond wearing a lovely red cocktail dress and for some reason her eyes are locked on me.
Concious of my appearance (my boobs on display) I ducked into the restroom to check my appearance. I stand in the mirror and maybe its the wine, but I'm convinced I look "hot" like my daughter told me I did. I hear the outer door open so I ducked into a stall… I gotta pee and go about unzipping my skirt. As I'm standing there in my new underwear, the stall door whooshes open, HEY… I'm… shhhhh the girl says. Its her, the young blond in the red cocktail dress. She quickly closes the door, latches it (which I didn't do) and begins to whisper.
"I saw you walking in the restaurant (I'm about to scream for help) and I was awestruck by how attractive you looked (oh my God, a nutjob) I know your daughter Ashley. I'm standing there, frozen, wondering what to do… I'm essentially trapped in the stall in my underwear and this admittedly gorgeous young girl is now starring at my new violet with a hint of lace panties. In my mind I'm laughing...maybe they are "magic".
So can I help you? I ask, she says no… Ashley called me, I immediately ask is she alright? Shhhhh, we don't have much time. What the hell is going on? I ask.
My name is Karla and I'm going to kiss you.
(Oh my God I'm going to get raped by a girl in a bathroom stall) My mind is racing. She yanks down her red dress… sheer beauty as her boobs bounce, nipples hard, tan and shaved… the perfect body, all happening in seconds. I'm still standing there in my panties(my new light violet with a hint of lace ones). Karla dropped to her knees and starts kissing my underwear and smearing her red lipstick on me grabbing my ass and pulling me tighter to her. As I'm about to scream rape I realize my tits are about to tear through my blouse and that my pussy is suddenly wetter that I can ever remember.
My eyes meet Karla and in a rather hedonistic way my hands are pulling her into me, she forced her fingers under the elastic pulls my new light violet panties aside and buried her face in my (thankfully) freshly trimmed bush. I'm on fire! Her tongue starts lapping my slit followed by her fingers finding my "hasn't been touched in years", soaking wet hole.
One finger...two fingers, I'm dripping wet, she slides another in then back out straight into my ass. Two years of pent up frustration hit me like a ton of bricks… probably my best cum ever.
I've, I'm...I have never even considered kissing a girl and here is this lovely young girl making me cum in a bathroom stall, in a restaurant, during a corporate mixer. In my mind I cannot decide if I'm being raped, having a lesbian trist… or if my new light violet with a hint of lace panties are really "magical" all I do know is I have achieved my goal of getting "laid" after a two year dry spell.
All of this happening in under ten minutes. Karla gets up pulls her red cocktail dress up adjusts herself, she smiles at me and says "I hope I didn't freak you out". As she unlocked the stall door, she was reaching for her red lipstick I asked "how did you know it was me"?
Again she smiled and said " Ashley told me to look for the most beautiful woman in the place, you will know it's her when you see her nipples" Karla winked and said, "ya know… I couldn't really see your nips… I saw you and just knew". I hope I helped you enjoy your evening and I hope Ashley invites me over to meet you someday soon.
I was still standing in that stall, in my new underwear with a hint of lace a bit bewildered a bit amused and a lot hornier… on fire horny, I wanted more, much more. Putting myself back together I could smell my sex, my passion. As I left the bathroom Karla was nowhere to be found so I returned to the group I was with. The question popped up was I alright and of course I said yes… that some young girl wouldn't stop chatting while in the ladies room. All was well and the evening progressed. As one of the attendees needed to head home, I hooked a ride saying I needed to be home early as well.
Ashley wasn't home when I got there so I decided to have one more glass of wine and take a shower. As the warm water washed away the oddly strange evening my fingers touched me and I found myself repeating Karla and the way she touched me. This time, even though my eyes rolled backwards in my head the orgasms weren't as intense. Obviously sex is so much better unexpectedly and with a partner. It's at that point I decided to do several things to Ashley.
The first leg of my new adventure was I had come to realize (quite easily I might add) that having sex with another woman was fine with me. All my life it was right there for the taking and I don't recall ever once even fantasizing about it. Second, I've been wearing panties my whole life and other than a few exciting wedgies, I never knew they were or could be used to add such excitement to my sex life, little did I know just how exciting they could be. I guess I was just that boring (my ex could vouch for that). And lastly, the most important of them all was the reality that I was attracted to my daughter. Of course I loved her, thats a mothers job, I on the other hand wanted to make love TO her.
Somehow suddenly I saw my daughter as a woman, a very sexy woman and I wanted her. Just the thought had me cumming again… hard. I decided to act as though nothing good happened on my dinner date with my co-workers. I finished my shower and cleaned the bathroom. The first part of my plan was to just leave my clothes in a heap. As I did this I looked at my new panties now drenched with my cum and smeared with Karlas beautiful red lipstick. As I said, "how exciting my panties could be" because just looking at them turned to sniffing them turned into me shoving them cum soaked, lipstick covered light violet panties in my mouth and then up my aching pussy again (and it wasn't over) because that was my plan...I was going to fuck my daughter with those light violet panties with a hint of lace all full of my cum and her gal pal Karla's bright red lipstick. I put the pile of my outfit back together, took another warm shower, went to her room and opened her panty drawer.
Looking through them, touching them, she had quite the selection. I also noticed a pair of my panties which gave me a little rush of excitement… my baby likes my underwear. I chose a pair of her blue ones and as I was walking out I noticed her pile of laundry, Imagine my surprise when I noticed the pair I had on yesterday and the pair from the day before. Ashley loves mommy's pantys and even though my daughter has much bigger boobs than me, sure enough there is one of my cotton bras. I certainly don't mind her wearing my things, but after she sent her girlfriend to fuck me, igniting a sexual passion in me I never knew even existed, Ashley was going to pay the price.
Just then I hear her arriving home, quickly I grabbed my worn underwear, my bra, run to my room, put on her underwear my robe… jump under the covers, grab a book… everything is normal.
Hi mom, hi honey how was your night?
OK. Ashley goes to her room to change into her usual way too revealing shorts and top the she runs into my room with a big smile and says "so how was YOUR night"?
Ehh it was OK. "Did you meet anyone"?
No, not really, there wasn't any guys worth looking twice at. "Ohhh, and you looked so hot! Looking a my pile of clothes she jumps over and grabs my new light violet panties with a hint of lace and comes back to my bed and inspects them… MOM! What is, what did you do? I pulled back the comforter, jumping up, and took off my robe.
I'm standing in front of my daughter naked except her blue panties. Uhhh she says… I grab my new light violet panties with a hint of lace from her and say could you explain yourself Ashley. Wha...I...MOM...I
pull out my bra, she begins to turn red in the face, I hold it up to her boobs generously handling her boobs...MOM…
I think this is mine, I pull out my worn panties, Ashley why do you have your moms worn panties in your room?
Quietly she's saying "oh my god" all the while staring at my perky tits… I'm 35 and as my friend says I'm still "high and tight".
Wait till I tell her this adventure!
Back to Ashley, as she is stammering to explain the fact she loves pussy, specifically my pussy she says "well your wearing my underwear" and its now or never, I say Ashley take off your clothes… what? MOM… Ashley, take your top off right now I said firmly. She obeys me. I'm shaking on the inside yet I'm twitching in my pussy, her boobs are just like Karla's
I'm gonna do this, I'm going to make my daughter cum. I grab my used panties and sniffed them, mmmm these are good and I hand them to her… sniff mommas panties… I want to watch. Her eyes grew wide, Mom… Do it! I said. She sniffs my panties which make my nipples hard, they also make her nipples hard. Mmmmm, I can tell you like them and I start to put my too small bra on her pressing the cotton cups on her ample tits saying I think you like this (I know I do) she purrs a little. I'm getting wet in her blue panties and Ashley is noticing. My nips are hard and I'm starting to drip in her panties. I tell her now take off your shorts… again, MOM please! Ashley! She stands and removes her shorts, just as I suspected shaved bald just like Karla again. This time I hand her my new light violet panties with a hint of lace, smeared with lipstick and tell her to put them on, this time there's no argument. I kiss her, drop to my knees and begin to smear my lips across my new panties...I can taste Karla's lipstick.
This is what you had your friend Karla do to me in the bathroom stall. Ashley is now moaning, kind of mind boggling isn't it?
Before Ashley can answer I shove my worn crotch in her mouth and order her to taste me, I grabbed the second pair and said smell my panties as I shoved the to her nose. "Your going to cum in my new light violet panties with a hint of lace, scampered with lipstick while you sniff and lick my worn panties do you understand young lady? Unngg hunnn she managed. How dare you send Karla to fuck me Ashley you little fucking slut! (I have no idea where that came from but I loved it) and judging by the way Ashley was moaning almost whimpering she was loving it too.
As I had stuffed my worn panties everywhere I could filling Ashley's senses I reached down and slid my fingers in my daughters pussy, a squeal of delight escaped Ashley's lips… she was dripping wet just like her mother was earlier that night in the bathroom stall. She began to shake violently as she was reaching her best orgasm ever. After all, Ashley was only 18, her devious plan to make her mom happy had unleashed a cum slut monster named mom. When all was said and done, Ashley apologized to me and we laughed as I said I have no idea where them words came from
honey. I love you very much, I love you too mom. Ashley, I want two things from you if you will, Ash said anything for you mom.
Please sleep naked with me tonight after I eat your sweet pussy and can you invite Karla to come spend the night sometime.
Ashley said "Mom"? Yes hon I said.
That's three things.

Who keeps telling landlords it's a good idea to install carpet instead of hard flooring? Especially near the beach?
I live in San Diego and every remotely affordable place that is in my price range has "newly installed carpet!" Like it's a good thing.
Please stop.
It's terrible for the environment and so much more money in the long run. Also, 99% of people who didn't grow up with avocado colored appliances do not want carpet inn their homes.

And after taking my last beloved little ham to the vet for a growth, I don't think I'm going to go to the vet about it. Hear me out.
Lou had a rapid tumor progression about a year into his life that significantly impeded his quality of life, and so we desperately tried to medicate it and perhaps even get it cut out with a vet on our side all the way. This resulted in Lou despising me for the first time in his short little life, repeatedly biting me for the first time in months, making the only noises of distress I've EVER heard come out of a hamster as I fed him his medication, and him still ultimately getting euthanized to stop his suffering from getting any worse and his death being more horrific than his life already was.
We humans draw the line at extending the life of people who are no longer cognitively present in their own bodies, but hamsters (at least ones kept by good people) get a ton of medical intervention to the bitter end. At the end of Lou's life, it was abundantly clear he had NO idea what was going on and why he was being (what he perceived as) tortured after I built up so much trust with him, and I still feel really bad about it.
Ham's over double Lou's age - he was told to me to be about 5 months old when I got him off Craigslist from a disinterested college athlete, and that was a year and four months ago. He's definitely at least 2 years old by now, and now he's got a soft growth on the underside of his body. It's not very big yet (about the circumference of my pinky) and it's the first health issue he's displayed, which has shocked me as he's the oldest one I've had by far. I don't think I'm going to make him go through what Lou went through. As it stands, I plan only to make sure he has fresh veggies in front of him every day, never an empty food bowl no matter how much he stockpiles, and a kiss on the head for every day he's still got. If he was younger, I'd jump to get him examined, but it just doesn't feel right to do to a little man who's already beat the average lifespan.
Wish they got a little more time than they did, but all the healthiest hamsters of the 1970s and 80s got the absolute worst cages, so it's a morbid tradeoff I guess.
Such tragic little figures. Please let me know if you've went through something similar. And please, don't talk as if I am refusing to take him to the vet out of laziness or economic hardship or any other B.S. reason that people use to not give their animals the best end of life care they can - ham's seen vets for regular checkups and I have the money. I just feel like hospice care is more pragmatic than the emergency room, so to speak, but I will listen to dissenting opinions.

Why does this keep happening to me? I know I posted about this before but I genuinely need advice. My mum (45f) has always been amazing, we’ve always been super close until I got married. Ever since I’ve been married she’s just been super super WEIRD and!!! Today my husband,,,, lost it!! He called up my mum and told her to never contact me again,,,, and I’m like LOSING MT HEAD ! Even if my mums the worst, she’s really manipulative and controlling and does weird shit but I love her a lot and I can’t stop. What do I do?! Dndjsjdkdmd how can he say that ?! I’m losing it

Below is a letter written by the Elder Mage of the Imperiohold to the then Krenan Emperor Ruvanis, regarding the discovery of an ancient, divine artifact... (How does it sound?)
To the esteemed Emperor of Krene,
First, I would like to apprise your Majesty about our efforts to secure the temporal distortions found at Bluehill's Ridge. Our warlocks have successfully managed to stabilize its effects and have sealed the area around the realmic crack, which we believe was setup to provide entry to the Zerya of Infernum. We are currently investigating about the possible perpetrators.
Meanwhile, Centurion Decamus of our military escort stumbled across some ruins near Bluehill's Ridge. While his men were checking the area, they saw a black sword - engraved with 'strange' symbols - wrapped in old leather, and informed us. Our warlocks were astonished to see the weapon, for they could recognize the 'strange' symbols - they were Zeryan runes. They could sense the dark arcana emanating from the sword, and immediately put it away in a magical trunk, and put protective enchantments on it.
When this mysterious package reached me at the Imperiohold, I was stunned beyond words. This was, without doubt, the feared Crelic Sword - personal weapon of the Zeryan devil Anakrot - given to the vile Rahem Cordec millennia ago. Few besides me know of the horrors that could be inflicted with this weapon, should it fall into the wrong hands. I had the sword stored away in the Inner Chambers, in an especially arcana-dense room, to dilute the power of the weapon.
Sire, it is my humble request to not let anyone else know of this development. We at the Imperiohold will secure this dangerous artifact against nefarious forces, and we would be ever grateful for your help.
Your humble aide,
Elder-Mage Vohinac

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INTRODUCTION
I'm running an adventure set in a version of Neverland that I wrote (Neverland: A Fantasy Role-Playing Setting, Andrews McMeel Publishing). It's a hexcrawl setting focused on player-driven choices in a world full of Pirates, Fairies, Mermaids, and more. The following is a quick recap of my group's adventures in case someone wants to see the material in use.
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MECHANICAL DETAILS
I'm running this for a group of 5 using D&D 5E. Currently level 10.
THE PARTY
Druid (Fairy), Warlock (Tiefling), Bard/Pirate (Human), Monk (Tabaxi), Rogue (Human)
RECAP
The party has recently returned to Neverland after upsetting the Queen of the Fairies and escaping from Elphame. A group of elves seems to be causing trouble on the island so the group is currently gathering intel and resources to build their strength.
SESSION 119
(HEX 09 - The Great Hill)

• A thunderstorm builds and the group heads east

(HEX 10 - The Swamp)

• The storm lets up and the group avoid 5 oversized bugs (Trillobites)

(HEX 11 - Marooner's Rock)

• Another storm but this one has regular lightning strikes and the Bard gets injured
• Midas, the golden catfish, shows up and chats with the group about elves and the tied up bodies he's seen anchored in the southern waters (the Pirates that the group killed and gave to the Mermaids ages ago)
• The group asks him about clams and he tells them where to find some
• Midas leaves, they fight and kill the clams, and the group harvest the pearls (green, violet, and a sort of galaxy looking one)
• The last clam also has a severed bog body head in it
• Session ends with a doll made of corn (Corn Dolly) crawling out of the head and getting captured by the Rogue before it could escape

SESSION 120
(HEX 11 - Marooner's Rock)

• Group rests over the night and at dawn notice the stone statues change position
• The Bard messages the Moss Mother and determines the Corn Dolly belongs to her and she requests they bring it back to her

(HEX 10 - The Swamp)

• While flying to Moss Mother the group (on flying eagles) is attacked by a Giant Mantid
• They easily defeat it and feel bad about it but not so bad that they don't harvest its brilliantly-coloured wings
• After collecting a lot of wing, session ends with the party noticing two Nomads (Cunning Folk) sneaking around the swamp

SESSION 121
(HEX 10 - The Swamp)

• Group ignores the Nomads and Moss Mother sneaks up behind them
• They give her the Corn Dolly and the mummified head and she shares info about the elves (at least 3: one on the ship, one in the mountains one that roams) and she's protecting the southern shores from their influence

(HEX 15 - The Sundial)

• Group flies north, looks for the Crocodile since it's not there (it's creating Spawn in the caves)

(HEX 14 - Gnome Hamlet)

• Arriving at Ragwort & Dindle's, they immediately pretend the Mantis wing was already theirs and thank the group for bringing it back
• There's confusion but after the group goes inside, they explain they're not allowed to help anyone other than Pirates and Gnomes
• Conversation about how to stop the Spiders, they offer to make cloaks from the wing once they feel it's safe
• Group sends a message to Hook saying they know he's in trouble, they want to help and ask to meet
• He says he's busy with guests but they can meet his colleagues in the mountains, west of the Giant's Hill, and hopes they don't run into any trouble
• Session ends with the Warlock scrying on Leg Boat (a boat attached to a bunch Pirate head and a bunch of Pirate limbs) and it's walking around the beach

SESSION 122
(HEX 14 - Gnome Hamlet)

• After leaving the Hamlet the group rests and speaks with Starkey (a Pirate skull they stole very early on and keep forgetting about)
• Starkey is upset, doesn't help much, but does offer to help if he gets taken out of the bag more

(HEX 18 - The Waterfall)

• The party flies northwest and notices, from this height, that the waterfall seems to be moving strangely (the breath of the Croc is causing it to move in waves)

(HEX 21 - The Peaks)

• Circling over the mountains, they see a weird film over part of the rocks ,it looks like mould but looking closer they see it's spiderwebs
• They land at the edge of it and the Druid + Bard sneak in
• They overhear a conversation and see 1 Elf with 2 caged creatures (Camel Spiders)
• Outside, the rest of the party watches a baby creature (a Nathair infant) wander into the web and get snatched up by Trapdoor Spiders before it can call for a parent
• Session ends with the Group reconvening and seeing 2 Nomads wander near the web to investigate

SESSION 123
(HEX 21 - The Peaks)

• Group watches the Nomads poke around and wander away
• Plans are made and they do recon overnight to watch the web and cave entrance
• Nothing until midnight when the Spiders and Elf emerge to look up at the sky (the group correctly deduced they were watching for stars)
• The Elf gets bored, some Spiders leave the web by morning, and the Elf eventually returns to the cave
• Group moves away from the web (walking for an hour) and session ends with them getting attacked by a terrible creature made of shadow (it's THE Shadow)

MISC NOTES

• For determining the colour of each Clam's pearl I had them roll 1D8 and used ROYGBPV (pink instead of Indigo) with 8 being a wildcard
• The group rolled so well when harvesting the Giant Mantid's wing that they can easily make a cloak for each of them and still have plenty left over (to craft or sell)
• I introduced the Shadow as hiding amongst the groups' long morning shadows but a successful perception check discovered it as it emerged before attacking

OVERALL
The Elves are really challenging the group and they haven't even met yet. The giant web and high Spider count made one player say "we may actually die here" so I think the threat is feeling real. That same player is the only one who's voiced interest in speaking with the Elves but the others are keen on straight murder.

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Fantastic Beasts: The Secrets of Dumbledore (2022) (MA/4K) $5.25 (MA/HD) $3
Fast & Furious Collection 1-9 (MA/HD) $10
Fatale (2020) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $3.75
Father Stu (2022) (MA/HD) $5.50
Fatman (2020) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.25
Ferdinand (2017) (MA/HD) $3.50
Fifth Element (1997) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $6
Fifty Shades of Black (2016) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $3.50
Finding Nemo (2003) (MA/4K) $6.75 (iTunes/4K) $5.25 (GP/HD) $3
First Man (2018) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $4.25
First Purge (2018) (MA/HD) $4.50
Five Feet Apart (2019) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3
Flight (2012) (Vudu/HD) $3.75 (iTunes/HD) $3
Forbidden Kingdom (2008) (Vudu/HD) $5
Ford v Ferrari (2019) (MA/4K) $7.75 (MA/HD) $4.75
Forever Purge (2021) (MA/HD) $5.50
Founder, The (2017) (Vudu/HD) $5 (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Fox and the Hound 2, The (2006) (MA/HD) $4 (GP/HD) $3
Foxcatcher (2014) (MA/HD) $4.50
Frank & Lola (2016) (MA/HD) $4.75
Free Guy (2021) (MA/4K) $7.50 (MA/HD) $4.75 (GP/HD) $3.25
French Dispatch (2021) (MA/HD) $4.75 (GP/HD) $3.50
From Dusk till Dawn (1996) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.75
Frozen Sing-Along Edition (2014) (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $1.75
Full Metal Jacket (1987) (MA/4K) $6.50
Future World (2018) (Vudu/HD) $4
Galaxy Quest (1999) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $6
Gambler (2014) (Vudu/HD) $3.50 (iTunes/HD) $2.75
Gangs of New York (2002) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Gate, The (1987) (Vudu/SD) $4.25
Get on Up (2014) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4.50
Get Out (2017) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $3.75
Ghost In The Shell (2017) (Vudu/HD) $2.25 (iTunes/4K) $2.75
Ghostbusters (1984) (MA/HD) $3.50
Ghostbusters + Extended (2016) (MA/HD) $3
Ghostbusters II (1989) (MA/HD) $3.50
Ghostbusters: Afterlife (2021) (MA/4K) $7.50 (MA/HD) $3.50
Gifted (2017) (MA/HD) $5
Girl In The Spider's Web (2018) (MA/HD) $4.50
Girl with All the Gifts, The (2016) (Vudu/HD) $5
Girl with the Dragon Tattoo (2011) (MA/HD) $6
Girls Trip (2017) (MA/HD) $1.50 (iTunes/HD) $1
Glory (1989) (MA/4K) $7.75
Godfather (1972) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/4K) $4.75
Godzilla (1998) (MA/4K) $6.50
Gold (2016) (Vudu/HD) $1.75
Gone Baby Gone (2007) (Vudu/HD) $5.25
Gone Girl (2014) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $5.75
Good Boys (2019) (MA/HD) $3.75
Good Dinosaur (2015) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $5.50 (GP/HD) $3
Goodbye Christopher Robin (2017) (MA/HD) $6.50
Goosebumps (2015) (MA/HD) $5
Goosebumps 2 (2018) (MA/4K) $7.50 (MA/HD) $6.50
Great Wall (2016) (MA/HD) $2.50
Green Hornet (2011) (MA/HD) $6.50
Green Lantern: Beware My Power (2022) (MA/HD) $3
Green Mile, The (1999) (MA/4K) $6
Grudge, The (2020) (MA/HD) $6.50
Guardians of the Galaxy (2014) (MA/4K) $7.25 (iTunes/4K) $4.75 (MA/HD) $4 (GP/HD) $1.75
Hail, Caesar! (2016) (MA/HD) $3.75 (iTunes/HD) $2.25
Half Brothers (2020) (MA/HD) $5.75
Halloween Ends (2022) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $4.50
Halloween Kills (2021) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $4.25
Hancock (2008) (MA/4K) $6.50
Happy Death Day (2017) (MA/HD) $6
Happy Death Day 2U (2019) (MA/HD) $6
Happytime Murders (2018) (iTunes/4K) $1.75
Hateful Eight (2015) (Vudu/HD) $2
Heat: Director's Definitive Edition (1995) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $5.25
Heavy Metal (1981) (MA/4K) $6.50
Hell Fest (2018) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $3.75
Hell or High Water (2016) (Vudu/4K) $5.25 (Vudu/HD) $2.25 (iTunes/4K) $3.75
Hellboy (Director's Cut) (2004) (MA/4K) $6.50
Hercules (1997) (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $5.50
Hidden Figures (2016) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2
Highlander (1986) (Vudu/4K) $5
Hitman: Agent 47 (2015) (MA/HD) $4.50
Hitman's Wife's Bodyguard (2021) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4.75
Hocus Pocus (1993) (MA/4K) $6.75 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $4.75 (GP/HD) $2.25
Holiday Inn (1942) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $3
Home Alone (1990) (MA/HD) $4
Home Alone 2: Lost in New York (1992) (MA/HD) $3.50
Hostiles (2017) (Vudu/4K) $4.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
Hot Fuzz (2007) (MA/HD) $3.50 (iTunes/4K) $4
Hotel Transylvania (2012) (MA/HD) $6
Hotel Transylvania 2 (2015) (MA/HD) $6.75
Hotel Transylvania 3: Summer Vacation (2018) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $4.50
House of Gucci (2021) (iTunes/4K) $5
House of the Dragon: Season 1 (2022) (Vudu/4K) $9 (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Hugo (2011) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.75
Hulk, The (2003) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $6.25
Hunt for Red October (1990) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4.50
Hunt, The (2019) (MA/HD) $5.75
Huntsman: Winter's War - Extended Edition (2016) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $3
Hurt Locker (2008) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.25
I Can Only Imagine (2018) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.75
I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry (2007) (MA/HD) $3.50
Ice Age: Collision Course (2016) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $4.25
Ice Age: Continental Drift (2012) (MA/HD) $4.50
Identity Thief (2013) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $3.75
Ides of March (2011) (MA/HD) $5.25
If Beale Street Could Talk (2018) (MA/HD) $5.75
Impossible, The (2013) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.75
In the Heights (2021) (MA/4K) $5
Inception (2010) (MA/4K) $6.50
Incredible Hulk (2008) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $5.25
Incredibles (2004) (MA/4K) $7.75 (iTunes/4K) $6.25 (GP/HD) $4.75
Independence Day: Resurgence (2014) (iTunes/4K) $2 (MA/HD) $1.50
Indiana Jones 1-4 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $20
Inevitable Defeat of Mister and Pete (2013) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Inferno (2016) (MA/HD) $3.25
Infinite (2021) (Vudu/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5
Inside Llewyn Davis (2013) (MA/HD) $6
Inside Out (2015) (MA/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) $4.25 (GP/HD) $1.50
Insidious: Chapter 2 (2013) (MA/HD) $5.25
Insidious: Chapter 3 (2015) (MA/HD) $6.50
Instructions Not Included (2013) (Vudu/HD) $3.75
Internship (2013) (MA/HD) $3.25
Interview, The (2014) (MA/HD) $3.50
Into the Woods (2014) (MA/HD) $4 (GP/HD) $2.25
Iron Man (2008) (MA/4K) $7.25 (iTunes/4K) $7 (GP/HD) $3
Iron Man 2 (2010) (MA/4K) $7.25 (iTunes/4K) $6.50 (GP/HD) $3
Iron Man 3 (2013) (MA/4K) $7.25 (iTunes/4K) $3 (MA/HD) $2.25 (GP/HD) $1.50
Isle of Dogs (2018) (MA/HD) $4.75
It Comes at Night (2017) (Vudu/HD) $6.25
It Follows (2015) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Jack and Jill (2011) (MA/HD) $4.50
Jackass Forever (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4
Jackass Presents: Bad Grandpa (2013) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3
Jackie (2016) (MA/HD) $4.25
Jacob's Ladder (1990) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Jane Got a Gun (2016) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Jason Bourne (2016) (MA/4K) $5.50 (iTunes/HD) $3.50 (MA/HD) $3
Jay & Silent Bob Reboot (2019) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back (2001) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Jesus Music, The (2021) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Jigsaw (2017) (Vudu/4K) $5 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2
Jingle All the Way (1996) (MA/HD) $5.25
John Wick: Chapter 3 - Parabellum (2019) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4
Jojo Rabbit (2019) (MA/HD) $6.75
Joy (2015) (MA/HD) (iTunes/4K) $4
Judy (2019) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $3.75
Jumanji (1995) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $6
Jumanji: Next Level (2019) & Welcome to the Jungle (2017) (MA/HD) $7.50
Jurassic Park (1993) (MA/4K) $5.25 (iTunes/4K) $3.75 (MA/HD) $3
Jurassic Park III (2001) (MA/4K) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) $3.75 (MA/HD) $3.50
Jurassic World (2015) (MA/4K) $5.25 (iTunes/4K) $3.75 (MA/HD) $2.75
Jurassic World: Dominion + Extended Cut (2022) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $4.25
Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom (2018) (MA/4K) $5.75 (MA/HD) $1.75
Justice League x RWBY Super Heroes and Huntsmen Part One (2023) (MA/HD) $4.25
Justice Society: World War II (2021) (MA/4K) $5.50
Katy Perry: Part of Me (2012) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.75
Keeping Up with the Joneses (2016) (MA/HD) $4.25
Kick-Ass (2010) (Vudu/4K) $5.75 (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Kick-Ass 2 (2013) (MA/HD) $5.25 (iTunes/HD) $5
Kicks (2016) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $5
Kid Who Would Be King (2019) (MA/4K) $5.75 (MA/HD) $4.75
Kidnap (2017) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.25
Kill Bill: Vol. 2 (2004) (Vudu/HD) $6
Kill the Messenger (2014) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $5
Killer Elite (2011) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $3.25
Killerman (2019) (Vudu/HD) $2.25 (iTunes/HD) $1.75
Killing Lincoln (2013) (MA/HD) $5.25
Killing Them Softly (2012) (Vudu/HD) $2.75
King of Staten Island (2020) (MA/HD) $4.75
King's Man (2021) (MA/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $3.50
Knock at the Cabin (2023) (MA/HD) $5.50
Kong: Skull Island (2017) (MA/4K) $6.50
Kung Fu Panda 3 (2016) (MA/HD) $2.50
Kung Fu Panda Collection 1-3 (MA/HD) $12.50
L.A. Confidential (1997) (MA/HD) $5.75
Last Christmas (2019) (MA/HD) $6.50
Last Full Measure (2020) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Last Night in Soho (2021) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $5.75
Last Vegas (2013) (MA/HD) $3
Law Abiding Citizen (2009) (Vudu/4K) $7
Lawless (2012) (Vudu/HD) $3.75
Leap! (2017) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.25
Lee Daniels' The Butler (2013) (Vudu/HD) $2.25
Legend of Hercules (2014) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
Legion of Super Heroes (2023) (MA/HD) $6
Les Miserables (2012) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.75
Let Him Go (2020) (MA/HD) $3.75
Let's Be Cops (2014) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.50
Life (2017) (MA/HD) $2.50
Light of My Life (2019) (Vudu/HD) $2.50 (iTunes/HD) $2
Lighthouse (2019) (Vudu/HD) $5.25
Lightyear (2022) (MA/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $2.75 (GP/HD) $2
Like a Boss (2020) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.25
Lion (2016) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Lion King 1 1/2 (2004) (MA/HD) $6.50
Lion King 2: Simba's Pride (1998) (MA/HD) $6.75 (GP/HD) $5.25
Little Fockers (2010) (MA/HD) $4
Little Mermaid II: Return to the Sea (2000) (MA/HD) $6.75
Little Mermaid III: Ariel’s Beginning (2008) (MA/HD) $6.75
Little Monsters (1989) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Live Die Repeat: Edge of Tomorrow (2014) (MA/4K) $5
Live Die Repeat: Edge Of Tomorrow (2014) (MA/4K) $6.50
Lodge, The (2019) (MA/HD) $5.75
Logan Lucky (2017) (MA/HD) $1.50 (iTunes/4K) $2.25
London Has Fallen (2016) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $3.75
Long Shot (2019) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4
Longest Ride (2015) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $1.50
Lord of War (2005) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.50
Lords of Salem, The (2012) (Vudu/HD) $4.75
Lost City, The (2022) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6
Love Actually (2003) (MA/HD) $5.50
Love and Monsters (2020) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $7
Love, Simon (2018) (MA/HD) $3
Lovebirds (2020) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Luca (2021) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $3.25
Lucy (2014) (MA/HD) $2
Lyle, Lyle, Crocodile (2022) (MA/HD) $5.50
Ma (2019) (MA/HD) $5.25
Madagascar 3: Europe's Most Wanted (2012) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2
Maleficent (2014) (MA/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $3 (GP/HD) $1.25
Maleficent: Mistress of Evil (2019) (MA/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) $3.75 (GP/HD) $1.75
Mama (2013) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $3.50
Mamma Mia! The Movie (2008) & Here We Go Again (2018) (MA/HD) $6.50 $4.50 Each
Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977) (MA/HD) $6.25
Marksman, The (2021) (MA/HD) $5.50
Marlowe (2023) (MA/HD) $7.50
Marry Me (2022) (MA/HD) $6.50
Martian - Extended Cut (2015) (MA/4K) $7.75 (MA/HD) $5.25
Martian (Theatrical) (2015) (MA/4K) $7.25 (MA/HD) $3.25
Mary Poppins (1964) (MA/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $3
Mary Queen of Scots (2018) (MA/HD) $5.75
Matrix: Resurrections (2021) (MA/4K) $5
Maze Runner: The Death Cure (2018) (MA/HD) $5.75
McFarland, USA (2015) (MA/HD) $6.25 (GP/HD) $4.50
Memory (2022) (MA/HD) $3.50
Men (2022) (Vudu/HD) $3.75
Menu (2022) (MA/HD) $5.50 (GP/HD) $4
Mickey & Minnie 10 Classic Shorts - Volume 1 (2023) (MA/HD) $5.75 (GP/HD) $4
Mickey, Donald, Goofy: The Three Musketeers (2004) (MA/HD) $6.50
Midsommar (2019) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Mike and Dave Need Wedding Dates (2016) (MA/HD) (iTunes/4K) $4.50
Million Dollar Arm (2014) (MA/HD) $4
Minions (2015) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.75
Minions: The Rise of Gru (2022) & Minions (2015) (MA/HD) $8
Minions: The Rise of Gru (2022) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $5.25
Miracles From Heaven (2016) (MA/HD) $4.50
Missing Link (2019) (MA/HD) $4.25
Mission: Impossible Fallout (2018) (Vudu/4K) $2.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Mitchells Vs. The Machines (2021) (MA/HD) $4.50
Money Monster (2016) (MA/HD) $3.25
Monster Hunter (2020) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $4.25
Monster Trucks (2016) (Vudu/HD) $2.25
Monster's Ball (2001) (Vudu/HD) $6.25
Monuments Men (2014) (MA/HD) $2
Moonfall (2022) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5
Morbius (2022) (MA/4K) $5.25 (MA/HD) $3.25 (MA/SD) $2.25
Mortal Instruments: City of Bones (2014) (MA/HD) $3.50
Mortal Kombat Legends: Snow Blind (2022) (MA/HD) $5.50
Mother! (2017) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Mountain Between Us (2017) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $1.50
Mr Popper's Penguins (2011) (MA/HD) $6
Mr. Holmes (2015) (Vudu/HD) $3.75
Much Ado About Nothing (2013) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Muppet Movie (1979) (MA/HD) $7.50 (GP/HD) $6
My All American (2015) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.25
My Big Fat Greek Wedding 2 (2016) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4
My Dinner with Herve (2018) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $3
My Fair Lady (1964) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
National Lampoon's Animal House (1978) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $5.25
Nebraska (2013) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.25
Neighbors (2014) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $2
Never Grow Old (2019) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Night Before (2015) (MA/HD) $4.75
Night House, The (2021) (MA/HD) $5 (GP/HD) $3
Nightmare Before Christmas (1993) (GP/HD) Ports to MA $3
Ninth Gate, The (1999) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
No Country For Old Men (2007) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
No Time to Die (2021) (iTunes/4K) $3.50
Nobody (2021) (MA/HD) $5.25
Nocturnal Animals (2016) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $3.25
Non-Stop (2014) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.75
Nope (2022) (MA/4K) $8 (MA/HD) $5.75
Nope (2022), Get Out (2017) & Us (2019) (MA/HD) $10
Norm of the North (2016) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.75
Northman (2022) (MA/4K) $7.25 (MA/HD) $4.50
Old (2021) (MA/HD) $4.50
Olympus Has Fallen (2013) (MA/HD) $5
On the Basis of Sex (2019) (MA/HD) $4.50
Onward (2020) (MA/4K) $5.50 (MA/HD) $4 (GP/HD) $2.25
Oranges, The (2011) (MA/HD) $4.50
Other Woman (2014) (MA/HD) $2.25
Ouija (2014) & Origin of Evil (2016) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $9
Overboard (2016) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.75
Pacific Rim (2013) (MA/4K) $6.50
Pacific Rim Uprising (2018) (MA/4K) $7.75 (MA/HD) $4.50
Pain & Gain (2013) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.25
Paper Towns (2011) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $4.50
ParaNorman (2012) (iTunes/HD) $5
Passengers (2016) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $2.75
Paul (2011) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4.50
Paul Blart: Mall Cop 2 (2015) (MA/HD) $4.25
Paw Patrol: The Movie (2021) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5
Paws of Fury: The Legend of Hank (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $6
Pearl (2022) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Peppermint (2018) (iTunes/HD) $1.75
Percy Jackson: Sea of Monsters (2013) (MA/HD) $2.25
Perks of Being a Wallflower (2012) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $1.75
Pet Sematary (2019) (Vudu/4K) $4.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Peter Rabbit (2018) (MA/4K) $5.75 (MA/HD) $4.75
Peter Rabbit 2 (2021) (MA/HD) $4
Phantom Thread (2017) (MA/HD) $3.75
Philomena (2013) (Vudu/HD) $2
Pineapple Express (Unrated Edition) (2008) (MA/HD) $6
Pinocchio (1940) (MA/HD) $5.50 (GP/HD) $3.75
Pirate Fairy (2014) (MA/HD) $3.25
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017) (MA/HD) $3.25 (GP/HD) $1.75
Pitch Perfect 2 (2015) (MA/HD) $2.75 (iTunes/4K) $3.75
Pixar Short Films Collection, Vol. 3 (2018) (MA/HD) $5.50 (GP/HD) $3.50
Pixels (2015) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5.50
Plane (2023) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $8
Planes (2013) (MA/HD) $2.25 (GP/HD) $1.25
Planes, Trains and Automobiles (1987) (iTunes/HD) $3.75
Planes: Fire & Rescue (2014) (MA/HD) $4 (GP/HD) $2
Playing with Fire (2019) (iTunes/4K) $1.50 (Vudu/HD) $2
Pocahontas (1995) (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $5
Pocahontas II: Journey to a New World (1998) (MA/HD) $6 (GP/HD) $3.25
Pompeii (2014) (MA/HD) $3.50
Poms (2019) (iTunes/HD) $2.50
Post, The (2017) (MA/HD) $2.75
Predator (1987) (MA/HD) $3.50
Predator (2018) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $3.50
Premium Rush (2012) (MA/HD) $3.25
Prey for the Devil (2022) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6
Princess and the Frog (2009) (iTunes/4K) $5.50 (GP/HD) $3.25
Prometheus (2012) (MA/HD) $1.75
Protege, The (2021) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.75
Psycho (1960) (MA/HD) (iTunes/4K) $5
Psycho (1960), Rear Window (1954), The Birds (1963), Vertigo (1958) (MA/4K) $17
Public Enemies (2009) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $6.25
Punisher, The (2004) (Vudu/4K) $5.75 (Vudu/HD) $5.25
Purge, The (2013) (MA/4K) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $3
Purge: Election Year (2016) (MA/4K $5.50 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $3
Puss in Boots: The Last Wish (2022) (MA/HD) $7.50
Queen & Slim (2019) (MA/HD) $4.50
R.I.P.D. (2013) (MA/HD) $3.25 (iTunes/HD) $3
Race (2016) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $2.75
Rambo Last Blood (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $2.75
Rambo: First Blood (1982) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6
Rambo: First Blood Part II (1985) (Vudu/4K) $6.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Rango (2011) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.50
Ratatouille (2007) (iTunes/4K) $8 (GP/HD) $5.50
Raya and the Last Dragon (2021) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $2.50
Red (2010) (Vudu/4K) $6.25
Requiem for a Dream - Director's Cut (2000) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.25
Rescuers Down Under (1990) (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $4
Resident Evil: Retribution (2012) (MA/HD) $2.25
Resident Evil: Welcome to Raccoon City (2021) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $4.50
Respect (2021) (iTunes/4K) $4.75
Richard Jewell (2019) (MA/4K) $6.50
Ricki And The Flash (2015) (MA/HD) $4.50
Riddick - Unrated Director's Cut (2013) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4
Ride Along 1-2 (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5 $2.75 Each
Rio 2 (2014) (MA/HD) $2.25
Rise of the Planet of the Apes (2010) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $5.75
Risen (2016) (MA/HD) $4.50
Road to El Dorado (2000) (MA/HD) $5.50
Robin Hood (2018) (Vudu/4K) $5 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
Robin Hood (Animated) (1973) (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $2.75
RoboCop (1987) (Vudu/HD) $7.25
Robots (2005) (MA/HD) $6.75
Rock Dog (2016) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Rocketman (2019) (Vudu/4K) $4.75 (iTunes/4K) $2.50 (Vudu/HD) $2.25
Ron's Gone Wrong (2021) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $5.25 (GP/HD) $3.50
Rumble (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Run Lola Run (1998) (MA/HD) $6.50
Runner Runner (2013) (MA/HD) $4
Rush (2013) (MA/HD) $2.75 (iTunes/HD) $3.25
Russell Madness (2015) (MA/HD) $4
Safe (2012) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $1.75
Safe House (2012) (MA/HD) $4 (iTunes/HD) $2.50
Saint Maud (2020) (Vudu/HD) $6
Santa Clause (1994), 2 (2002), 3 (2006) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $10.50 (GP/HD) $6.50
Saving Mr. Banks (2013) (MA/HD) $4.75 (GP/HD) $2.75
Scream (1996) (Vudu/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.75
Scream 5 (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Scrooged (1988) (iTunes/HD) $4.75
Second Act (2018) (iTunes/HD) $1.50
Second Best Exotic Marigold Hotel (2015) (MA/HD) $4.50
Secret Garden, The (2020) (iTunes/4K) $4.25
Secret Headquarters (2022) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/4K) $6
Secret Life of Pets 1-2 (MA/HD) $7.50
Secret Life of Pets 2 (2019) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $5
Secret Life of Pets, The (2016) (iTunes/4K) $3.75 (MA/HD) $2.75
Secret Life of Walter Mitty (2013) (MA/HD) $2
Seeking a Friend for the End of the World (2012) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4.50
Seriously Red (2022) (Vudu/HD) $6.75
Sessions, The (2012) (MA/HD) $4.50
Seventh Son (2015) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $1.50
Sex Tape (2014) (MA/HD) $3
Shaun of the Dead (2004), Hot Fuzz (2007), World's End (2013) (MA/HD) $10
Shaun the Sheep Movie (2015) (Vudu/HD) $4
Shawshank Redemption (1994) (MA/4K) $6
She's Having a Baby (1988) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Shooter (2007) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Sideways (2004) (MA/HD) $5.25
Silent Night, Deadly Night: 3-Film Collection (1989-1991) (Vudu/HD) $6
Silver Linings Playbook (2012) (Vudu/HD) $2
Sin City: A Dame to Kill For (2014) (Vudu/HD) $6.25
Sinbad: Legend of the Seven Seas (2007) (MA/HD) $6.50
Sing 2 (2021) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $3.50
Sing Collection 1-2 (MA/HD) $6
Singin' in the Rain (1952) (MA/4K) $6.50
Sinister (2012) (Vudu/HD) $3 (iTunes/HD) $2.75
Sisters (Unrated) (2015) (MA/HD) $4 (iTunes/HD) $3.25
Sixteen Candles (1984) (MA/HD) $5.25 (iTunes/HD) $4.25
Skeleton Twins (2014) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Sleepless (2017) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $1
Smile (2022) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/4K) $6.75
Smurfs 2 (2013) (MA/HD) $3.25
Smurfs: The Lost Village (2017) (MA/HD) $3.25
Snake Eyes (2021) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Snatched (2017) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $1
Snitch (2013) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $1.75
Snow White and the Huntsman (Extended) (2012) (iTunes/4K) $3.50 (MA/HD) $2.50
Some Kind of Wonderful (1987) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Son of God (2014) (MA/HD) $1.25
Sonic the Hedgehog (2020) (Vudu/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Sonic the Hedgehog 2 (2022) (Vudu/4K) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Sound of Music, The (1965) (MA/HD) $5.75
Southpaw (2015) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Southside With You (2016) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Space Between Us, The (2017) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $5
Space Jam (1996) (MA/4K) $5
Space Jam: A New Legacy (2021) (MA/4K) $5
Spider-Man (2002) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5.50
Spider-Man 2 (2004) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5.50
Spider-Man 3 (2007) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5.50
Spider-Man: Far From Home (2019) (MA/4K) $8 (MA/HD) $4
Spies in Disguise (2019) (MA/HD) $3.50 (GP/HD) $2.50
Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron (2003) (MA/HD) $5
Spontaneous (2020) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5
Spy (Unrated) (2015) (MA/HD) $2
Spy Game (2001) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $5.75
Stand Up Guys (2012) (Vudu/HD) $2.75
Star Trek 1-3 (Vudu/4K) $18 (Vudu/HD) $9.50 (iTunes/4K) $13.50
Star Trek Beyond (2016) (Vudu/HD) $1.75 (iTunes/4K) $3.25
Star Trek Into Darkness (2013) (Vudu/HD) $1.75 (iTunes/4K) $3.25
Starship Troopers (1997) (MA/4K) $6.50
Step Up Revolution (2012) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.25
Still Alice (2015) (MA/HD) $3
Stillwater (2021) (MA/HD) $5
Straight Outta Compton (Unrated Director’s Cut) (2015) (MA/4K) $7.50 (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.50
Strange World (2022) (GP/HD) Ports to MA $4.25
Strangers: Prey at Night (2018) (MA/HD) $3.50
Stronger (2017) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Stuber (2019) (MA/HD) $4.75
Studio 666 (2022) (MA/HD) $6.75
Suicide Squad, The (2021) (MA/4K) $5
Sully (2016) (MA/4K) $6.50
Sum of All Fears, The (2002) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.75
Super Troopers (2002) (MA/HD) $5.75
SW: A New Hope (1977) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $6.25 (GP/HD) $3.50
SW: Empire Strikes Back (1980) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $3.50
SW: Force Awakens (2015) (MA/4K) $5.25 (MA/HD) $3.50 (GP/HD) $1
SW: Last Jedi (2017) (MA/4K) $5.75 (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $1
SW: Phantom Menace (1999) (MA/4K) $7.50 (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $3.50
SW: Return of the Jedi (1983) (MA/4K) $7.25 (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $3.50
SW: Revenge of the Sith (2005) (MA/4K) $7.50 (GP/HD) $3.50
SW: Rise of Skywalker (2019) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $4.75 (GP/HD) $2.25
SW: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $1.25
SW: Solo: A Star Wars Story (2018) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $5 (GP/HD) $3.50
Sword in the Stone (1963) (MA/HD) $6.25 (GP/HD) $3.75
Tag (2018) (MA/4K) $6.50
Tarzan (1999) (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $5
Ted (2012) (Unrated) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4
Teen Titans Go! & DC Super Hero Girls: Mayhem in the Multiverse (2022) (MA/HD) $4.75
Terminator (1984) (Vudu/HD) $7
Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4.25
Terminator 4: Salvation (2009) (MA/4K) $6.50
Terminator: Dark Fate (2019) (Vudu/4K) $6.50 (Vudu/HD) $3 (iTunes/4K) $2.50
Terminator: Genisys (2015) (Vudu/HD) $1.75 (iTunes/4K) $3
The Man from U.N.C.L.E. (2015) (MA/4K) $6.50
Theory Of Everything (2014) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4
Thing, The (2011) (MA/HD) $6.25
This Is 40 (2012) (MA/HD) $3.75 (iTunes/HD) $2.50
Thor (2011) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $7 (GP/HD) $3.50
Thor: Love and Thunder (2022) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $3.25 (GP/HD) $2
Thor: The Dark World (2013) (MA/4K) $7 (iTunes/4K) $4.50 (GP/HD) $2.25
Till (2022) (iTunes/4K) $6.50
Tinker Bell and the Legend of the NeverBeast (2014) (MA/HD) $6.25 (GP/HD) $4.50
Tinker, Tailor, Soldier, Spy (2011) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4.50
Titanic (1997) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.75
TMNT Out of the Shadows (2016) (iTunes/4K) $4
Tomb Raider: The Cradle of Life (2003) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.50
Tomorrowland (2015) (MA/HD) $5.50 (GP/HD) $3.50
Top Gun: Maverick (2022) (Vudu/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Total Recall + Extended (2012) (MA/HD) $5 (Theatrical) $4
Toy Story 1-4 (MA/4K) $23 (iTunes/4K) $21 (GP/HD) $11.50
Toy Story of Terror! (2013) (MA/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $3
Trading Places (1983) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Traffic (2000) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $5.75
Training Day (2001) (MA/4K) $6.50
Trainwreck (2015) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $1.50
Transformers: Last Knight (2017) (Vudu/4K) $4.75 (iTunes/4K) $2.25 (Vudu/HD) $2
Trauma Center (2019) (iTunes/4K) $3.25
Triple 9 (2016) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $2.50
Trolls (2016) (MA/HD) $1.25
Trolls Collection 1-2 (MA/HD) $6
Tully (2018) (MA/HD) $5.75
Turning Red (2022) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $4 (GP/HD) $2.75
Umma (2022) (MA/HD) $4.75
Unbearable Weight of Massive Talent (2022) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.75
Unbreakable (2000) (MA/4K) $6 (GP/HD) $3.75
Unbroken (2014) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3
Uncharted (2022) (MA/4K) $5.50 (MA/HD) $3.25
Uncle Drew (2018) (Vudu/4K) $6.25 (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3
Under the Skin (2014) (Vudu/HD) $5.25
Unforgiven (1992) (MA/4K) $6.50
Unhinged (2020) (Vudu/HD) $4.75
Up (2009) (iTunes/4K) $7.50 (MA/HD) $6.75
Up in Smoke ‘Cheech and Chong’ (1978) (Vudu/HD) $3.50 (iTunes/HD) $2.75
Upside, The (2017) (iTunes/HD) $2
Usual Suspects, The (1995) (Vudu/HD) $6
Valerian and the City of a Thousand Planets (2017) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Van Helsing (2004) (MA/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $4.75
Venom: Let There Be Carnage (2021) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $3.50
Vice (2015) 'Bruce Willis' (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Voyagers (2021) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.50
Walking Dead: Season 11 (2021) (Vudu/HD) $6.25
WALL-E (2008) (iTunes/4K) $8 (GP/HD) $5.50
War Dogs (2016) (MA/4K) $6.50
War of the Worlds (1953) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.75
War Of The Worlds (2005) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.50
Watch, The (2012) (MA/HD) $4.25
Way, Way Back, The (2013) (MA/HD) $5.25
Weird Science (2008) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $6
Welcome to Marwen (2018) (MA/4K) $3.50
What Men Want (2019) (Vudu/HD) $1.75 (iTunes/4K) $1.25
What to Expect When You're Expecting (2012) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.25
When the Game Stands Tall (2014) (MA/HD) $4.50 (MA/SD) $1.75
Where the Crawdads Sing (2022) (MA/HD) $4.50
Whiplash (2014) (MA/HD) $5.75
White House Down (2013) (MA/HD) $3.50
Whitney Houston: I Wanna Dance With Somebody (2022) (MA/HD) $6
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (1971) (MA/4K) $5.25
Wind River (2017) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5
Wings (1927) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4
Witch, The (2016) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Wolf Man (1941) (MA/4K) $6.50
Wolverine (Unrated) (2013) (MA/HD) $3.75
Woman King (2022) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5.50
Wonder Woman 1984 (2020) (MA/4K) $5
Won't Back Down (2012) (MA/HD) $4
World War Z (2013) (Vudu/HD) $3.25 (iTunes/HD) $1.50
Wreck-It Ralph (2012) (GP/HD) $4.25
X (2022) (Vudu/HD) $6.75
X2: X-Men United (2003) (MA/HD) $6.25
X-Men (2000) (MA/HD) $6.25
X-Men: Apocalypse (2016) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.50
xXx: The Return of Xander Cage (2017) (Vudu/4K) $5.50 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $1.25
Yesterday (2019) (MA/HD) $4.50
Zathura (2005) (MA/HD) $7
Zero Dark Thirty (2012) (MA/HD) $3

I’m really sick of being over sexualized every time I get to know a guy, getting ghosted because I won’t sleep with them, or having every conversation becoming sexual. I just want to meet someone with genuine intentions because when you’re only pursued for your body, it seriously messes with your self esteem.
I’m also just frustrated with the lack of respect and being treated like I’m disposable. I don’t mind if someone isn’t interested in me, but ghosting me is so fucking immature. I don’t take it personal, but it certainly hurts sometimes.
I also feel like a jerk because when my friends are gushing over someone they’re seeing, I’m having a harder time being happy for them. I love seeing them happy, but I also wish that it was me gushing over someone.
I took a break from dating to pursue my master’s and I don’t regret my education or my new job one bit. During the last 3 years I’ve learned to enjoy my own company, became very self sufficient, and happy being single. However, as happy as I am being single, I wish for something more. I wish dating didn’t suck so fucking bad and I just want to be done with dating for good. I haven’t “talked” someone in ages and dating apps feel like a waste of my time. I’m still young, but I’m in the later half of my 20s now and I just feel like it’s gotten harder to date. It feels like I have plenty of time yet time is running out at the same time.
I’m just so tired of it all and patronizing bullshit. “You’ll find someone when you least expect it.” Please just stop you’re not helping.

Just wanting to see if anyone else has had this same issue or if it’s just me. This is my first child. We are almost at 12 months of breastfeeding and I don’t really see us ending at this time.
So here’s what’s happening…after 6 months of breastfeeding I got my period suddenly after 2 months of regular periods I have been getting my period every other week since March. I’ve gone to the Dr and they said basically I need to get on birth control or quit breastfeeding to make these periods stop. I’m going crazy with this frequency of periods 😭🥲

I (26f) have been with my boyfriend (28m) for over a year now. We met at a club when we locked eyes from across the room and it was literally love at first sight. Things were really really great at first, we went on cute dates, he sang love songs to me, and took me dancing regularly (I have ADHD it helps ground me and fills my bucket).
It slowly just stopped around the six month mark and I thought it was due to winteseasonal depression. I begged him to take me on dates or go dancing with me like he used to but he never really wanted to leave his room. Whenever there was something HE wanted to do, I’d jump at the opportunity to join him because I just wanted to spend time with him doing anything other than laying in bed. But whenever I suggested anything it was also a “no, you should go with your friends though”. Again, I just chalked this up to the winter blues.
This is something that bothered me for awhile and we’ve had conversations about it, but there hasn’t been long term change. Just dates that he chooses/approves of after I bring it up. One of these dates recently was seeing the new Michael Jordan/Nike movie. I don’t give a singular fuck about how Air Jordan’s came about but I happily went because I was just excited he wanted to get out of the house.
Today, I mentioned the Barbie Movie coming out soon and I couldn’t wait to see it and I wanted him to see it with me. He immediately laughed and shut it down. I told him that it would mean a lot and that I’ve seen movies that I don’t really care about just to spend time with him. He offered to buy mine and my best friends ticket to make it a “girls day”. I got sassy and said that “if I wanted to have girls days all the time I would just date a girl instead” (I’m bisexual). He got very upset that I “used my sexuality against him” and now he’s not talking to me.
I’m feeling upset too and I’m not sure how to approach the situation from here. I love him very much and was hoping that now that summers approaching things would go back to how they were. To me, the Barbie Movie isn’t worth an argument but this seems like something bigger than just that. Maybe I should’ve just taken the compromise and shouldn’t have used my sexuality to try to win the argument. AITA??

Hello! this is my first post. I have team for certain subject as one of them is my BFF. but there's two who I never worked with before. as when they showed me their previous projects it looked convincing that they done it. I told my friend and she agreed to let them join us. as when we divided the work I took the hardest and gave them the easiest thing to do. when I told both of them to come and do it infront of me so I can be sure they did their part on their (because my university is strict about those rules) they always give excuses that they had finals and they have flue... "flue" you FR? I also missed my auntie funeral for like three days telling them I have a project to do as I come and tell them let's work this out they say "why don't you do it for us? you can teach us" it made me suspect that their work that they had done was theirs. I then notified saying that if they didn't come I'll give the project without your part, they both got angry and they disrespected me saying that I'm such an A-hole for making it on campus. I told them these are your grades and I wanted to be sure that you all did your work on your own. as I gave last chance one of them came and said "you think I cheated?" I told her "nah I wanna make sure that you all have grasp of work" as we head to the library I told her to do her part from scratch (meaning to explain to me how did she do her part and what those source purpose) she then respond "are you joking?" I then replied "no I'm not" as she said I wanna add my whole file I told her no its either you do it and explain or you miss the grade. she then got angry saying that I'm so childish telling me you aint my teacher, I told her "be honest, you hired someone did you?" she then got extremely defensive, to which I told her "if you did your part, you wouldn't complain" 30 minutes we argued I told her to stop argue and do your work, none of you made sacrifices as much as I did. she then wanted to be gaslight I gaslight her back. she then left and said "why did I waste my time on you". After 30 minutes, her friend sent me a message saying that I'm such a d**k to do that. personally I don't think I am, am I an A-hole?

I’m still a student but I’m three weeks out from taking my basic registry. One of the teaching hospitals in out county has the fancy expensive trauma dummies than that can make bleed, breath in different rates and volumes ect. Well they were at our class today and we were running some trauma scenarios like how it would be in “the real world” vs. what we’ve been practicing for the NREMT. Anyways it’s a group of three so me and two other students. The scenario is that we’re dispatched to a MCC pt wasn’t wearing a helmet and that’s all dispatch knows. When we get up to the “pt” it’s agonally breathing they told us the rate after words it was I think they said 8 a min. But even without fully taking the respiratory rate I knew that we needed to assist the pt with ventilation. One of the other people in my group got on c-spine and we did a jaw thrust to open the airway and tried to insert a OPA but they made it gag so I did a NPA (I now know that that’s a bad idea for possible head trauma. I wasn’t thinking of the contradictions)once we had an adjunct in I said that we should assist with a bvm but the other provider said that a nonrebreather would be fine cause he’s still technically breathing. There was so much happening with this dummy that I was still trying to get my head on straight not to mention my instructor, who I look up to, was standing basically directly behind me and I wanted him to know I’m doing a good job. So I didn’t fully think to like stand my ground I guess on the bvm being the best option for the pt. But after the fact they told us that we should have done a bvm originally like I said we should.
So I guess my question is when you are on scene with other providers how do you advocate for your pt and get your point across that this is best for the pt without stopping and explaining yourself and just having the other providers trust you.
Obviously I’m only going to be a basic so I don’t know as much as a medic and such and these guys were trained at the same level as me but even when it comes to people with higher training. Is it wrong or not my place if a pt is breathing like that and say a cc medic says to do a nonrebreather but the pt would benifit wayyyy more from a bvm? I hope this makes sense what I’m asking but I’ll clarify anything y’all have questions about.

my last two years of college were horrible. i was in love with a guy who never paid enough attention to me, and i was at a school where i didn’t fit in. i had close friends of course, but in between hanging out with them and forcing myself to do assignments, i was so bored miserable and unfulfilled that i just overwhelmed my senses with reddit, instagram, tiktok, ANYTHING that would just get me through that time. especially at night, just scrolling through reddit trying to dull my senses and stuff those feelings of unrequited love and spiritual emptiness down as best i could.
now ive graduated (yay!!!) and have time and energy to actually do what i want. however since i don’t have a job yet i find myself drawn to my phone to just do mindless things for hours. it does horrible things to my brain and makes it near impossible to do other things because it just zaps all of my dopamine. i want to get back into the hobbies i used to enjoy like video games, reading, and even more creative things like writing and art. but its hard to enjoy those things when my brain has been wired from phone overuse.
i try and set rules for myself like no phone past 8pm but sometimes that doesn’t work out because i have a long distance boyfriend who i call most nights and i just slip so easily into being on my phone.
i no longer want to be in a place where im just passing time until something happens. i graduated and that’s what i was waiting for! im free now! so how do i recover from those bad habits i formed?

TW- child abuse, suicide, gaslighting
It happened again that my mom told me I'm not being abused, that I should let go of the past so it stops hurting me and I stop hating her.
This time I had the nerve to tell her she is still abusing me. The abuse is not in the past. Because it isn't. Abuse doesn't begin and end with hitting and yelling. There is a constant threat to my life and livelihood if I act in a way she doesn't like. I know the violence will start immediately if I act like a human instead of their doll. I am not allowed to transition, date, have friends, get piercings, or even wear things my parents don't like. They constantly berate me for not following their religion and promise I will burn in hell for eternity. She thinks the abuse is over? Just because she doesn't hit me with a belt anymore? Be so fucking for real.
Not to mention she still does treat me rudely and cruelly at times. In the past year there have been episodes of verbal abuse. I never know when she'll blow up at me and tell me that I should just kill myself already, that I'm difficult, that I'm crazy, that my PTSD and depression are my fault, that I'm a horrible child. She'll excuse all those things as "just telling a hard truth" or "not sugarcoating it."
Trust me, I'd love to let go of the past and never think about all the horrible things she and my father put me through. I'd love to stop getting caught up in flashbacks where I think of all the ways they hit and abused me when I'm trying to listen to music or eat dinner. I'd love to stop dissociating to such a degree that I don't feel human. I'd love to not have dissociative amnesia. I'd love to have an actual fucking family who cares about me. But they're still hurting me. Until I can get away from them, until I can go no contact, the pain will never stop.
The worst part is the gaslighting sometimes works. Maybe I'm overreactive. Maybe this constant control and the threats aren't abuse. The longer I'm here, the crazier I feel. She told me today that, "you were difficult as a child too. Your put us through a lot." I know I was difficult. I fucking know. But I was being abused. And despite how crazy she makes me feel, I'm still being abused. I'm not insane. I'm not stupid. I'm not making things up because I'm mentally ill. They are hurting me and I just want it to stop.
She thinks I hold anger and grudges. Trust me, it's the furthest thing from the truth. I just want to feel like I can live a quiet, peaceful life. I want to enjoy food, work, and studying. I want to heal. I want this to stop. I want to leave them behind and never think of them again. Ever.